Darkness and Light

I'd like to start this post in with the words of one of my new favorite characters, Dark Edward.

What the Fucking, Fuck?!

Seriously, Jesus H fucking french toast why do people act so stupid? Is it not possible to just go to a grocery store without people acting like complete and total jackasses? I won't get into specifics. If you're at all coherent, you know what I'm talking about.

I don't really intend this blog to be about my daily experiences but it relates to what my blog will be about in this way: I really just wanted to tell all the fuckers to Fuck off and Die. But I can't because of what I'm supposed to be. That, my friends, is the very essence of my blog. Who I am vs. who I pretend to be. Who I want to be vs. what is acceptable for me to be. What I want to do vs. what I have to do.

Making any sense? Probably not. Just know this is probably not what you'll expect from me. Very, very few people know me. In fact, I would venture to say there might only be one person in this world who really knows me. She'll be reading. :) And probably not surprised because she's known me for at least a decade now.

The truth is, I haven't always known me. Does that confuse you? It should. It confuses me. So this blog will be a place for me to reminisce about experiences past and ponder how I got from there to here and how I went years without any identity. How I went from whole to torn completely into separate pieces and maybe now, whole again. It might be a place where I share some of my writing. It also might just be a place for me to say Fuck you and Die to whomever I want without having to worry about the ramifications. And if you really want to get fucking dramatic my ventures into the darkest of dark and back into the light.

And if you're wondering, my blog title is inspired by an amazing book that all literature lovers should read called A Separate Peace.